I’m a nervous wreck.
I get nervous about things…
as small as getting up next day on time or reaching somewhere on time…
You would think that doing something once and knowing I can do it, would make it easier for me the next time??
For example, take these marathons. We have been at a couple of them now and I know I can finish it. And it’s not even like it’s a race and my team’s fate depends on it or something. But I get nervous every single time. I feel like I will not be able to complete it.
I get nervous if I’m asked to start a presentation first or if I am required to start a conversation. I mean, once that first word is out of my mouth, everything goes smoothly and I feel good at the end of it.
But the initial jitters…
They range from being unable to get the words out on time ( small frights)
to feeling like puking my breakfast out ( moderate scares)
U might think a confidence boost would help? Optimistic words irk me more 😂 I know, I’m weirdly programmed.