Sometimes I feel like I am waiting for something that will never happen – the wait doesn’t seem to be worth it.
Sometimes I feel like whatever I do it will never be good enough – then why do I bother trying?
Sometimes I feel like I should break down and cry till there are no more tears left – that will save me the embrassement of breaking into tears in every two minutes.
Sometimes I feel like I should have had no feelings – that way there wouldn’t be anything clogged in my throat making it hard to swallow.
Sometimes I feel like I’m just hanging around, un noticed and invisible – maybe I should just walk away, that will save everyone from all my troubles.