I don’t know what it is about the night but as soon as I hit the bed, ready to fall asleep, I start analyzing my day. And that’s when myriad of emotions flash through me. Sometimes it’s just hard to pick one so I suppress them all, sometimes all of them get focused into one emotion and wreak havoc in me.
Maybe it is this emotional upsurge in me at this time of the night but late night conversations tend to bring out a different version of myself. A more honest me. When I’m ready to pour out all the thoughts and feelings that I pressed for later during the day.
Something about the late hour makes me let my guard down. And if I’m in a conversation with u so late, when the lights in my house have gone down, it means I really want to be with you right now. I want to share my thoughts with you. I care for you and I appreciate you being with me at this very moment. Because I needed the care right now.
I feel more calm at this hour then I ever felt during the day. I feel at ease breathing through the quiet in the house. And I feel a load lifted from my heart by sharing my feelings.
There have been only two people for whom I have ever stayed up late to chat. And I thank you both for being with me throughout. Ur support makes me sleep well at night. 😊