I hate my mood swings!!!
They swing so rapidly, sometimes I feel like I don’t know what hits me.
Sometimes I’m in a very good mood, and then when something goes slightly off the plan or someone says one small thing that I dont like, my whole mood becomes irritable.
Sometimes when I am focusing at work, suddenly my mind will wander away and pick up some random topic, and ill start feeling sad or angry.
When I get sad, I get angry, then I snap.
I could just be browsing thru regular fb n insta, I see posts of people achieving #LifeGoals and I get sad and jealous that I’m not sailing towards nything.
Sometimes I’ll just be quiet and a random memory kicks in and I start smiling like an idiot and then people look at me and go all, what’s wrong now?
Sometimes my whole life belief shatters and I’m like y even bother to have dreams?
Sometimes I’ll just want to lie on the couch doing nothing and then I get filled with restlessness and I feel like breaking things.
Sometimes I say something and others hear something else, and I get more frustrated.
Sometimes I have so much to say and no one with me that I just sigh and feel lonely.
Sometimes I just overthink and feel guilty.
And sometimes I surprise myself when I can cry for no reason at all!!!
Like what IS happening to me?